On Being Like the Adaptable and Resourceful Chameleon

Chameleons always amaze me. Their funny, grumpy faces. Their crazy eyes. The ability to change color and adapt to their surroundings. And how do they hold on with those three little toes?!  

Thinking of these wondrous creatures, I’m reminded of myself. My life is ever-changing to my surroundings, and not always in a good way. I have had to adapt and be resourceful many times.  

In 2013 my life was shattered when my husband Mark passed away. At 46 years old, I had to redefine myself on so many levels. Anniversaries and birthdays are hard, to say the least. Even though it’s been nine years, the pain is still there.  

Change and adapt. 

These past few weeks have been extremely difficult for me. On September 18th, it should have been my one-year wedding anniversary of bliss with my “chapter two”. Except that, he walked out on us in May.  

Change and adapt.  

Then the very next day, September 19th, it should’ve been Mark’s 59th birthday on earth. It was also the day my daughter Victoria and grandson Peter moved out. The pitter patter (or rather thump thump) down the hallway every morning made me smile and gave me a reason to wake up early and say like I did every morning, “hello beautiful!” After Jesus, there is nothing that gives me greater joy than my children and grandchildren.  

Change and adapt. 

On October 8th it would’ve been me and Mark’s 28th anniversary. Sigh.  

So here I am changing colors again and getting used to my new surroundings. I sometimes wear that grumpy look and I have a wider vision than most. It’s amazing how I can hold on.  

Thank You, Jesus. I couldn’t have done it without Him. 

With Blessings